Miserable family

 She decided to surrender .. yes, I can see that clearly.

She stopped fighting from long long ago. Nobody noticed that until it became obvious, she is waiting for her leaving time. Her 70 years old husband thinks that she's finally free for him, after 35 years of fighting beside him and never had time for herself or him, only the kids were her priority. I bileive that she hasn't anything else to care of except for them, she loved the 5 of them so much that she could give up on her dreams for them and instead, she was seeing them as her huge achievement.

She always been angry and sad, thoughtfully she was trying so hard to make their lives better, but she is not anymore, she changed.

Her words was always about god and how she loved him and trying to be the human angel, she's more quire now, looking for the peace anywhere.

Her stubborn husband was always against her crazy ideas, let's find you a more stable job, NO, let's take a family vacation together, no, let's teach our kids something useful, you are crazy no. She tried so hard to convince him but they finally agreed on one thing, following the traditions. She was smart but didn't dare to use this to her husband, he was always seen her as a crazy woman.

Could she protect her beloved 5 kids and teach them how to survive the life? she thought them how to be nice and when god see that, he will make people obey you like a king, he said so in some Ayat.

Her 5 kids can't survive their lives, because they learned the wrong rule for this life, maybe these rules could work in different dimension. One of them died, her beloved Sam, she loved so much, she wanted to protect him so she told him to stay home forever, one day, he went to the shop with her as usual, every Saturday to get the grocery. A big man rapped him in front of her eyes and she couldn't get near to him, she watched with her tears, can't scream and can't protect her beloved Sam. She took her baby Sam to the nearest hospital, the kid started to feel well, they never mentioned this to anyone, even to her husband.

Sam kept quite and tried to act normal in front of her, I was watching him crying in his sleep, his life is a hell, I can feel that. I tried to talk to him about it but denied what happened. Two years and everyone forgot, even her. and Sam is happy now, no need to solve the non-existing problem, Right?

One day we went home could sam killed himself with the laundry hanger, it looks like an accident, but we knew that he did that to him. She denied that the beautiful sam could do that to himself, what are you expecting? She spent the rest of her life grieving, she was living in her daydreams when sam run to her laughing, she was seeing him in Petty, she is a smart girt and she wanted to pursue her dreams, she was always jealous of her boys brothers because they didn't have to do anything to get love and care from her parents, I don't know what she Saw in Petty reminds her with Sam, she is totally different, but she loved her mother, they all does so she knew pretending to be him will her happy again.

The act started, and Petty was the mother's favorite kid, the woman came back to live and returned to her duty, taking care of her kids.

Petty, found a good opportunity to bring up to her mother about one of her dreams is to study abroad, the lady shocked and refused her request, Petty flipped against her and stopped acting like sam, she had a dream and you are not helping me.